Today is my birthday in certificate.09/01/1990-09/01/2009.It's special day,isn't it?Anyway, 9 is my lucky number-the 1st 9 of new year.

Hey guy,I have lived here 19years.I'm brin' up day by day.I'm strong.Thanks for my life made me become....Thanks my God.

I want,I need a smile.I have to smile,real smile.But it's a impossible thin' now.

I feel bored.Doin' what I think is a extremely hard work.

I have had a pain,deep n painful pain for a very long time.I used to cry but my tears can not solve this trouble.I wish I could treat the pain.Time is not a remedy for my pain but try n result...This pain,pain n pain....Could I come over it?

One of my reason why I left the Youth Choir is that I dont wanna see you-the friends.But the reason why I dont wanna see u is a secret.A secret cannot be revealed.^^.Dont think that u r bad.U r gud.very gud.:)

Wastin' of time is the 2nd reason-a secondary reason.

The 3rd reason is...somethin'.^^

At this time,I'm missin' our choir.^^

I'm crazy.lol myself again.

[HXA 09/01/2009.practise E.]